Lead Me.

How many romances have bloomed upon the dancefloor? How many have ended there? It can be the most wonderful place to lose yourself... in the music, in the moment. Where it can truely be just the two people and everyone else is just a blur. 

It is there that I truely fell for him. It is there that I'll always remember him. It is there that we'll never be again.

it only takes a pair

to fill a dancefloor

for applause to fill the air

for uncertainty to turn assured


one step forward

leads one step back

bringing two, clustered

and us on the right track


we may stumble at times

not every step can be perfect

but knowing we’ll be fine

makes every step worth it


my world can be spun

out of complete control

but i know you’ll be the one

to catch me when it’s time to fall


i know we felt like one

in that very moment

and to that very song

the rest of the world was silenced


but when the music stopped

the feelings didn’t do the same

and how i’d hoped

we’d dance that dance again


but it’ll never happened

for reality has resumed

we have finally awakened

from that dream, that illusion

young love

remember your first crush? remember that funny feeling you got every time you saw that special person? you wanted to look at them, you wanted to talk to them, but you just kept blushing and ran away... ok, maybe it was just me. 

despite having my friends tease me and constantly getting embarrassed.. i want to go back to those days. i want to reach back into my past. i want to tell that kid i like liked him.. but that isn't worth it.

i miss that little kid, but he isn't that kid anymore, and i'm not that little girl. i miss those feelings, but tampering with the past does bad things to the present.. even if you don't have a time machine.

those kinds of memories will never leave your mind. i don't remember much of my primary school days anymore.. i think my brain is just making room for new memories.. just those special short moments will never fade.

looking back into your past

sometimes feel like a mistake

things you thought would last

turns out to be all fake

puppy love is what i felt

his eyes, his lips and laugh

one look, and i would melt

and that is just the start

i'd look at you

across the playground

sometimes you did too

but i'd quickly turn around

seeing you now

after all these years

makes me ask how

did i not shed a tear

when i left without a single goodbye

when you hinted me words of bliss

when i figured out it wasn't a lie

when you didn't end up being my first kiss

wishing now, i could turn back time

regretting i didn't fall for your scheme

dreaming you could still be mine

imagining the romance extreme

do you recall a little girl?

you once blushed to see

she's grown up in a separate world

hoping, again, someday you'd meet

yet, the past is still the past

no matter how much one lingers on

it is such a tedious task

to denying someone is gone

out of my life maybe

but never from my mind

always in my memories

no matter how long the time