seniors 09.,

The unforgettable days in school, senior year in high school to be specific. Days where we seemed carefree, school was our heaven, it was a haven. Then the days where our stress levels were at its peak, school was our hell.

Friendships, relationships... the beginnings and the end of. I still think about those days, everyday. Good and bad memories. But at least it was simpler...


afraid.,

pressing on the snooze
i wont go today
its only school
i’ll be okay

half an hour later
decide to rush and make it
better late than never
just write a note, forge it

homegroup, is homegroup
english in the morning
oral?! woops.
eh i’ll just wing it

watching the clock tick..
recess!! air! food! friends!
just met up with my bitches
then already its time for lesson

free lesson 3, 4 and 5
booked the room in thiele
to study in peace and quiet
pfft, study? dont be silly..

lunchtime comes early
off to the village we go
hmm.. lets go healthy!
but kfc is closer..

gets back by 1
to see my buddies
and by the time lunch is done
we’re all pumped with energy

just two more lessons to go
til the end of the day
when the books we shall throw
and friends we shall take

today was crap
didn’t do anything
tomorrow’s another start
i’ll try again

but next thing you know
we’re up on the stage
its the end of the road
we’re free from the cage

do whatever we want
stay up as late as we can
no assignments, not one
and just finished our exams

now im sitting here at 1:51
on a monday morning
the day has almost begun
but i dont know where im going

didnt expect it to come so fast
my senior year is done
my options are so vast
yet i cant see the fun

the company of my peeps
the lunchtimes we shared
it almost makes me weep
its gone, its not fair

i know the future is awaiting
waiting for my arrival
but the harder im seeking
the more it unravels

i trust my family and friends
to be with me all the way
but still, in the end
im just a little.. afraid


define freedom.,

have your moment
take your time
that is when
you will truly shine

untie the knots
be what you are
give what you’ve got
no distant’s too far

look beyond your sight
feel beyond your reach
shine beyond the light
find what you didn’t seek

escape your limits
run from hesitation
enjoy what exists
be rid of frustration

life is to be lived
like a breath to breathe
it can only be so vivid
for you to see

even if you can’t figure it out
just keep on striving
never lead yourself to doubt
cuz you’re a worthy human being


a role without a script.,


if my life truely is a stage
and i’m simply an actor
my family and friends has
to be the main characters

they make the plot

every single detail
they’re in every shot
without them it’ll simply fail

we understand the gist

we overcross many genres
we undertake many tests
we overcome many dilemmas

witnessing the changes
overcoming the levels
one thing stays the same
and thats the way we feel

there’ll be fall outs

and they will mend
but i want to doubt
any pain will be permanent

without enemies

we wouldn’t know friends
we wouldn’t see
who’d really be there in the end

so not matter what our relation

even if we never existed in harmony
i want you to know my appreciation
for being apart of what makes me, me

and when the time arrives

for the curtains to close
i want you all there by my side
you are the cast i gladly chose


end of an era.,

what can anyone say
once we’ve reached this day
that wont make us shed a tear
to know its our last moments here

we grew, we strengthened
we made life long friends
we’re doing it all for the future
yet we’re still so unsure

hated every class and day
but will definitely miss this place
tomorrow is a new start
but 2009 will always be in our hearts

as much as it pains me to say
we’re gonna go our separate ways
growing up, leaping into the world
no longer those little boys and girls

at the beginning of this
we wanted it all to finish
but now, lingering on
to every minute, before its gone

take a deep breath
before you take the step
on to the grand stage
to the beginning of a new age..