leap forward.,

felt like i could leave it all behind

feel naive looking back into my past

thought i could push it away from my mind

think it is all catching up to me - fast

seemed like it'd be easy to forget

seems like i was very wrong indeed

was not anything i'd ever regret

is something i'll rather not see

could've sworn that was the end

can see it's barely the beginning

would've died before i'd lose this friend

will consider it all wishful thinking

didn't think forever would be so far-fetched

do realise it was all in my head

held on so tightly before you got up and left

holding on to everything we did and said

dreamt that reality was absolute perfection

dreaming i'll eventually heal

said i loved you with great passion

saying that its no long how i feel

got over the fact it all crashed and burn

getting use to the fact you're not here

moved on from failure, that lesson's learnt

moving on to a new life, with courage, no fear

live now.,

i loathe the word forever
it never feels sincere
it makes my faith wither
like yours will along the years

i want us to live in the moment
everything that matters is here
all that's worthy is here in the present
the rest is for the future to care

don't tell me how it's gonna turn out

because you don't know for sure

who knows how you'll feel about
us or me, as we mature

all you need to know is that i love you
in this moment, right here, right now
all i need to know is that you love me too
today, this minute, this hour

live in the instant with me
hold me like i'll leave the next
look into my eyes and see
love that i hold for the person it reflects

letting go.,

walking down that aisle

step by step to reach his side

to begin my new chapter

to live happily ever after

you've always had my heart

but all that's left is a scar
i really wanted us to start

now we're gonna drift apart

whenever he's with me

i'd wonder how you'd be

of course i knew how you felt

but you hid inside your shell

thats all i could do

wait around for you

no one can wait a lifetime

to hear the words 'be mine'

but i still hung on tight

hoping it'll turn out right

praying that you'd see

how i felt and come to me

i've always thought maybe

someday you will see

you are my only guy

that it was worth waiting all this time

we know that once the music ends

there'll be nothing left to fight and defend

how i've prayed and prayed

before this day, you'd make it all okay

everytime i saw your face

it took me to a place

where i never wanted to say goodbye

but it left me with no more tears left to cry

go ahead, say that you don't care

denying what we ever were

forget the sadness in our eyes

then move on with our lives

we should wake up from this world

cuz i can never ever be your girl

i'm throwing this bouquet

like how we threw our love away..

[inspired by taeyang's wedding dress.,]

i knew you.,

i saw you as my world
you made everything worthwhile
i was your angelic little girl
you were the reason i smiled

now everything has changed
you don't care anymore
nothing is the same
to what it was before

i can't believe how this happened
i still don't know what did
why are you behaving
like a stupid little kid

is my love and support
worth nothing in your eyes
is what i fought for
lost in those lies

will you just wake up
will you just look at me
will you tell me straight out
that this is how it's going to be

please, i've tried so hard
oh how i've tried..
this is not who you are
you're living a lie.

give me back that special being
give me back the happy days
give me back that feeling
that everything will be ok..

worthy of you.,

you ran so quickly
down a pitch dark road
not sure where you'd be
who you'd meet, friend or foe?

you were so insecure
of what you are
you thought she could cure
your wounds and your scars

little did you know
you're the only one who can
as your 'love' started to grow
in the evil bitch's hands

you rushed into fantasies
that never existed
thought that it's meant to be
that those were an angel's kisses

i don't know from what mirror
you're seeing this guy
but he is definitely no horror
but someone special's Mr Right

that lovely girl is out there
waiting for you
patiently somewhere
don't rush, or you could lose

you're a beautiful human being
and don't you dare forget
you're love is only worth giving
to someone that loves you best

him && her.,

any girl would wish
to find a guy who understands
for that one special fish
to be her one and only man

that guy that knows what she wants
the one that knows exactly what to say
who would make a stance
to be with her, any day

he is head over heels in love with this girl
he is tortured without her by his side
he can’t smile without her existence in his world
his love for her is something that can’t be confide

her love for him is infinite
he’s the missing piece in her life
his heart is the only one that’d fit
in that heart-shaped hole inside

he will defend her and fight
he will understand and care
he will love and treat her right
he will always, always be there

there is so much to give and recieve
there is too much to be told
there is so much to believe
but there is only one to hold

if you’ve got this special being
treat them right, never let them slip away
because they are that one something
that will always brighten up your day